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I have been looking outwards.
the darkness is deep.

I feel a craving. It is the craving which drives me; and along the way I love you. I try to sustain love, I try to stay inside of it.

Looking at you; you are shining.

Don’t expect this to be easy.
Do expect it to be beautiful.

balthus, your image , an image you painted, hangs in my bathroom, my bathroom, of my minimal, NY room, being the room, of desire, of gender, the room where makeup places onto my face and the mirror returns my gaze.
Balthus; an open sexuality, forefront, earthy, yet very deep and dark, balthus, who wanted the paintings to speak, to be, in their image a power.
The fire rages, the youth reclines. full, deep in a desire, which will become life, a desire which inside of itself, inside of the breath of a moment, finds the fullness