Quotes

yes I said yes I will Yes

 James Joyce, Ulysses 

I was a Flower of the mountain yes when I put the rose in my hair like the Andulusian girls used or shall I wear a red yes and how he kissed me under the Moorish wall and I thought well as well him as another and then I asked him with my eyes to ask again yes and then he asked me would I yes to say yes my mountain flower and first I put my arms around him yes and drew him down to me so he could feel my breasts all perfume yes and his heart was going like mad and yes I said yes I will Yes

(via ukitai)

sitting with the desire, which at moments tries to search and to lash itself into an object.
not knowing yet, that desire must turn deep, almost inward upon it self.
it is too early, too soon on the path to ask; to hope that the other could meet you on the murkey gautlet…
but call them out of shadows and coals….
without expectation

let it become terrifying and exiting

Bodies are first to be touched. Bodies are first masses, masses offered without anything to articulate. It is by touching the Other that a body is a body … it is nothing but the being-exposed.

Jean-Luc Nancy, from Corpus, translation by Brian Holmes (via ukitai)

learning to accept desire and all of its intricacies is an arduous process.
Desire has become so mutated to a base level; being represented as though it is something which can be satisfied, food, sex.
Sex and food being two things, the pleasure of which can be much more intense than just the consumption of the object.
there is a more complex, perhaps primordial desire.

standing inside of it, experiencing desire and want as a force which penetrates the entire body, it begins it’s slow mutation, staying in this desire itself, letting it well up like a wavelike force inside of you, this is the void and the terror